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[May 09, 2006 @ 11:44pm] |
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Welp, it's time to bid farewell to this journal and move on to another. So if'n you want to be added to the new one just throw a comment my way, if not..well, fuck you..I probably never liked you anyway. Also I know a lot of you have like 958940 journals, so just gimme all the usernames I should add. kthx. bye, suckas.
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| I've kissed 60 different ways...what a ho |
[May 05, 2006 @ 10:01pm] |
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1. [x] on the cheek
2. [x] on the lips
3. [x] on their hands or fingers
4. [x] in my room
5. [x] in their room
6. [x] of the opposite sex
7. [x] of the same sex
8. [x] in a different state
9. [x] a little younger than me
10. [x] a little older than me
11. [x] with black hair
12. [x] with curly hair
13. [x] blonde hair and blue eyes
14. [x] with red hair
15. [x] with straight hair
16. [x] shorter than me
17. [x] with a lip ring
18. [x]who i truly love/loved(at the time)
19. [x] who was drunk
20. [x] who was high
21. [x] in the morning
22. [x] right after waking up
23. [x] just before bed
24. [x] late at night
25. [x] who I had just met
26. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss
27. [x] while i was going out with some else
28. [x] on a bed
29. [x] in a graveyard
30. [x] at school
31. [x] against a wall
32. [x] at a dance
33. [x] at a show
34. [x] at the beach
35. [x] in a pool
36. [x] who was/is a good friend
37. [x] in the rain
38. [] with an std
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus
40. [x] at a party
41. [] on a plane
42. [x] in the movies
43. [x] in a bathroom
44. [x] in the dark
45. [x] on a roof top
46. [x] under water
47. [x]with a tongue ring
48. [x] while driving
50. [x] who was dating someone
51. [x] a stranger
52. [x] more than one person at once
53. [x] goodbye forever
54. [x] when i was drunk
55. [] who didn't speak english
56. [] in a firetruck
57. [x] on a playground
58. [x] on a bench
59. [x] in a hot tub
60. [x] in the ocean
61. [x] on the floor
62. [x] on a table
63. [x] in the shower
64. [] on a trampoline
65. [x] in the tubes at mcdonalds/burger king
66. [] on a cruise
67. [x] in the snow
68. [x] under the stars
69. [] on a ski lift
70. [x] in an elevator
71. [x] while chewing gum
72. [x] on a chair
73. [x] completely naked
74. [] under a waterfall
75. [] in a hot air balloon
76. [x] in the woods
77. [x] on the ear
78. [x] on the neck
79. [x] upsidedown
80. [x] at a red light
81. [x] on a staircase
82. [x] under a staircase
83. [x] while your sleeping
Repost with the title "Ive kissed (your number) different ways.
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[May 04, 2006 @ 12:23am] |
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Who are you from Advent Children?
You're Cloud!You're strong and determined, but sometimes have to be given the strength by those you care about to carry on. You've experienced a loss, which pains you greatly, but you rarely let the hurt show. You like to be alone but when you are you're often plagued with memories and flashbacks of your more painful times. You're serious and don't let anyone harm those you love, even if you don't believe you can save anyone. Keeping your emotions hidden, you often give off a mysterious air.
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| What, KT? |
[April 19, 2006 @ 8:01pm] |
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A - Available: Yes. But I don't want it, so get out.
A - Age: 24
A - Annoyance: Lmfao. Most things. And Whoop that trick
B - Braces: :B
B - Bar: I have yet to find one I actually like.
B - Birthday?: December 28, 1981
C - Crush: Bleeeh
C - Car: My cavalier
C - Cat(s): Can kiss my ass.
D - Dead Pets Name: oh man..I've had so many pets. Let's see the most important would be Tina, Sadie, and Blackie
D - Dads Name: Michael
D - Dog: Burt, Stella, and Monkey
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Just regular talking? All my friends, that's why I like them. Talking about my problems and feelings? :B I would just rather not.
E - Eggs: Scrambled with some cheese
E - Email: You guys know where to find me. personaienemy@aol.com, same as my IM.
F - Favorite Color: reds, and blues
F - Food: Tacos!
F - Foreign slang: Besa me cuelo...just because Erin always says it to me and it makes me giggle.
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears, worms can suck my dick. You know..unless they're out of bears in which case they can get in my tummy.
G - God: Yeah, me and him are boys.
G - Good Time: XD Sitting on the computer obviously
H - Hair Color: Reddish blonde
H - Height: 5'7''
H - Happy: Right now? Yeah.
I - Ice Cream: Makes my ass sad.
I - Instrument: Piano, and the violin
I - Idol: Noah
J - Jewelry: No thanks
J - Job: Lazy ass bum
J - Joke: The one Rocco tells on Boondock Saints..lmao..
K - Kids: :/ I'll just mooch off my brother and sister
K - Karate: I pretend
K - Kung Fu: Yeah
L - Longest Car Ride: The road trip to stalk Bella Morte and Cruxshadows
L - Longest shower: ..How should I know? I don't time myself.
L - Love: Is for suckers.
M - Milk Flavor: Also makes my ass sad.
M - Mothers Name: Carol
M - Movie Last Watched: :B Boondock Saints
N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: Northern
N - Name: Katie, but Fry started calling me KT years ago and it stuck so now I am KT.
O - One Wish: To be rich
O - One Phobia: Condiments. I just do not like them, they freak me the fuck out..so you can take you ketchup, and mayo and shove them up you ass.
O - Otter Pop: :O I love otter pops! I have some in my freezer..I like Alexander the Grape.
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearance you like best: My eyes and my ass.
P - Part of your personality you like best: I love all of my personality.
Q - Quote: I don't have a quote. Ass.
Q - Question for the next person: Why are you so gay?
Q - Quick or Slow?: Slow and then quick..and hard..mmm
R - Reason to smile: Because if I don't I will kill someone.
R - Reality TV Show: They suck. Though I would like to make one about my life.
R - Right or Left: Right
S - Song Last Heard: Swandive by Mary Prankster..story of my life right there
S- Season: Winter
S - Sex: I could go for some good sex..lmao..
T - Time you woke up:10:30am
T - Time Now: 6:53pm
T - Time for bed: I'm slowly starting to adopt Rion's sleeping schedule so whenever she goes to bed I'm sure.
U - Unknown Fact about me: They're unknown for a reason. :D
U - Unicorns: WHY ARE THEY CALLED UNICORNS?! THEY DON'T GROW CORN OUT OF THEIR HEAD!
U - U are: KT..it's a class all of it's own. ;D
V - Vegetable you hate: I'm going with Erin on this one, sauerkraut
V - Vegetable you love: broccoli, and cucumbers
V - View on Politics: It's best for me to stay out of it
W- Worst Habits: Smoking and nail chewing
W- Where are you going to travel next: Hopefully to NC, so me and Rion can roll around the floor going ksjlkjdjsdkjldj ;-;
W- Watchful: Yeah I like to watch.
X - X-Rays: I've had a few
X - X-Rated Porn: And lots of it.
X - X-tra special someone: me!
Y - Year you were born: 1981
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: Is an awful color. I hate it.
Z - Zoo Animal: Elephant! :f VRRRRRRPPHH! -stomps-
Z - Zodiac: Capricorn
Z - Zoolander: ZOOOO STAAATION..oh wait..that's a song.
Holy crap, I'm going to talk about my life. It will be short because well, I don't have a lot to say..but eh..might as well give some sort of update.
The living situation here is making me want to tear my hair out and rip my eyes out. I constantly feel like I'm put in a me against them situation, and whether that's my fault or their's..I don't know, but I fail to care anymore because it's ridiculous. I've never met a group of people that had such a total lack of disregard for decency, feelings, and general consideration. I feel like I can be as nice as I can, or I can give and give..only for the couple of times I do ask for something, or express how I feel, or oh my god if I say no..then I'm just a raging fucking bitch. I'm nice to those boys..and anyone that's visited can attest to that. But still..I have to sleep with three fans going to drown out the music at 4 in the morning because I'm a jerk for telling them to turn it down, and I'm a bitch because I won't let Chris run up my cell minutes to talk to his girl..because he's too cheap to get his own cause then he couldn't buy booze. They're all fucking selfish..at times when I have no money or food..and I'm fucking hungry, I feel like a fucking dog begging for scraps..and usually that's all I'm fucking given. But my mom takes me to the store and gets me exactly two weeks worth of groceries to live off of before I move and those fucking jerks got high every night and fucking ate it all in a couple of days..so I had to asking my fucking grandmother for money so I didn't starve. And when I complain about it? I'm being the jerk. THEY ALL HAVE JOBS, BUY YOUR OWN FUCKING FOOD. Ach. ACCCCH. So I can't wait..I really can't. I'm tired of it.
This Saturday is the big day. I'll have most of my stuff moved and I'll be living with my mom. It's really pretty damn sad leaving the only home I've ever known. I feel a little lost and misplaced, and as it comes closer to the day it gets a little worse. But..I just have to tell myself it's for the best, and it's better than the alternative. I can't make it on my own right now, I can't live with the boys. And so if it means living with my mom, and hour away from my friends than that's the way it will have to be. I have a chance to get on my own two feet, I won't have to go hungry anymore, it will be quiet, and I can have my dogs..there's really nothing more I could ask for. It will be an adjustment, but I'm just so damn grateful that I'll take it. The Monday after I move in, my stepbrother is going to take me up to Random House..the book company, and see about getting a job there. Basically I'll just be putting books into boxes in a warehouse, but I'm weird and I like that kind of stuff. Plus the benefits are real good and the pay should be decent enough..I don't need a lot for now living with my mom and all, so keep your fingers crossed.
Jon is back? Heh. Yeah. Seems things aren't working out with his girl cause she's a bitch. Well, I could have told him that would happen..but I was nice and I didn't give him the I told you so routine, I honestly feel bad for him. Hey, I'm not always petty. He needed a place to stay, I told him along time ago that if things fail and he needed to come back than he should, and I don't say things I don't mean. I thought it would be real awkward at first? But it's actually really not. It's funny..the whole time he was gone..all I wanted him to do was come back cause I missed him so bad..and now..well, eh. Not so much I guess. I love him still, sure..I always will..I just don't think I love him with the same passion I had before. I know that it would never work..I could never trust him again, ever. And I would always be worried that I was about to get my heart ripped out again, and I don't EVER want to feel like I did when he left..so no, I would never go there again. Guess I needed closure, and this was it. Now I can move on. Like the line in the song Thank You. "How about how good it feels to finally forgive you." It really does. It feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. People fuck up, it's human nature. I can hold a grudge forever or I can accept it, forgive, move on, and learn something from the whole experience. Which I have. It does kind of suck that he seems very hesitant about getting close to me again..I think he thinks I'm gonna go all psycho crazy on him, and I understand that so I don't press the issue. Maybe one day we'll get that friendship back..if not..I'll settle for acquaintances
Uhm. So, yeah, that's about it. Things are a confusing mixture of emotions right now..and my bipolar brain is having a lot of fun with it. I'll feel more at ease on Saturday. Til then I'm keeping my head up and pushing forward. Hey, it's all you can do.
..So much for short. XD
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| lmfao dick warmers |
[April 16, 2006 @ 3:02am] |
Even ln Death: if i had a dick, i'd let it stick out of my zipper and like.. wing it around
PersonaI Enemy: kasdjfks
PersonaI Enemy: lmfao
PersonaI Enemy: Damn that was funny
Even ln Death: ^^
Even ln Death: and i'd sing a happy tune while i did it
PersonaI Enemy: -laughs til it hurts- That would be so geart
PersonaI Enemy: ..
Even ln Death: i know, totally geart
PersonaI Enemy: GREAT AHH
Even ln Death: ooh, ooh and i'd dress it up
Even ln Death: i'd make dickwarmers
Even ln Death: so it wouldn't get cold while i let it loose
PersonaI Enemy: -rolls around- lmfao
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[April 12, 2006 @ 1:43am] |
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1. TELL HOW YOU GOT ONE OF YOUR SCARS.
Eh, I self inflicted most of them in my angsty mcgoth days. What a loser.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Paint..some pictures of random stupidity
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
A peanut XB
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Absolutely everything
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
8:40am
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
I'm pretty happy doing what I'm doing right now
7. WHAT/WHO DO YOU MISS?
Bleeeeh
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Lmfao. My computer. I would be lost without it
9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
Capricorn
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nah not really. Only when there's a bunch of people around me.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yesss
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
I don't know. I haven't cried in so long.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Nautica/Romance
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
It really doesn't matter.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
I'm sure it would be somewhere completely random and stupid because if it were to happen it's the only way I would want it
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Pepsi
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Your mom.
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Something from taco bell, and then chocolate cake. Mm
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My roommates
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
How the hell should I know, I was probably an infant
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Always
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Target XD
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
I have so many.
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
3
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Dogs
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Nope. I would run away.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just say it. I don't need all the fancy shit, just tell me.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
6
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Both..at the same time. Alllright.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Uhm..probably my moms.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Everything. But mostly when people so they're going to do something and then they don't. Makes me wanna kill them.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
No. SAD.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
People crying.
37. FIRST JOB?
Cleaning a sports arena at like 2 in the morning.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
You know I haven't. I always thought it was dumb.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Rping. I'm filling out between posts. How gay of me.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Stomach staples and a tummy tuck. Shutup.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I dunno.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I'm funny :B
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I don't think I would care that much anymore.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A ps2 and Kingdom Hearts 2 XBB what a geek.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
None. I'm about to have three nephews, I'll mooch off my brother and sister.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I don't think so
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No. The damn cricket lied..though I still love him.
48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
XD Got on the computer to talk to Ri
49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
Crackers and easy cheese
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I guess
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
I don't like it
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yes.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
They're all packed in boxes so I don't know.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Nope. Because I wouldn't like me I'm sure.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Yeah
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Sure, but I could be won over by a great personality truthfully.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Yell, and hit stuff.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Uh. Gonna be my mom's house here in a few weeks
59. WHAT IS YOUR PERFECT DATE?
Feed me. XD I'm easy to please
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My little ponies.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Man..I don't know.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
I don't know how not to.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Yes
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
I'm not.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
KT, and yes..I found the rainbow and Gunther is back.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Ice cream makes my ass explode.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
Blue and red
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Eh..not much of anything or anyone, sorry.
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
All of them
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
They really don't have to.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Probably my sister
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Everything.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Random acts stupidity
82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
Wild cherry pepsi
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Mine :D
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Ew
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Strawberry blonde
86. EYE COLOR?
Green
87. HEIGHT?
5'7"
88. SIBLINGS?
Jenn and Andy
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
December
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
LOVE. IT.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
British comedies. Those crazy brits.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
My birthday, dec. 28th
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Yep :D
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter all the way
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
One night stands, and then get out.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Smokes
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
No one will.
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
I'm not. Too busy RPing..which is kinda the same thing
100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU? ...
If they are, I don't know it. And they should probably stop.
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| Lmmfao |
[March 24, 2006 @ 11:45pm] |
PersonaI Enemy [10:09 P.M.]: Lmfao. Worst picture of brad pitt ever http://www.rp-online.de/layout/showbilder/9876-ddp1qsp35024253dddd174a.jpg
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: oh ew.
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: that is BAD.
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: XD
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: i about lost my cookies.
PersonaI Enemy [10:09 P.M.]: Lmao how did that happen
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: i have no idea..
Zac died [10:09 P.M.]: he should be slapped for that.
PersonaI Enemy [10:09 P.M.]: Lmao he really should
Zac died [10:10 P.M.]: it's like
rion: -opens picture. closes it out, while cussing.- dude wtf. c'mon now.. ew.
Zac died [10:10 P.M.]: xD
PersonaI Enemy [10:10 P.M.]: XDD Lmao!
Zac died [10:10 P.M.]: XD
Zac died [10:10 P.M.]: i would so kick his ass, literally, if he was standing right here.
PersonaI Enemy [10:11 P.M.]: here this will make it better http://www.iranmania.com/fun/screen_savers/1024/BradPitt01_1024.jpg
Zac died [10:11 P.M.]: "don't you EVER let me see another picture that like."
PersonaI Enemy [10:11 P.M.]: dfgkdf -laughs so hard-
Zac died [10:11 P.M.]: -shudder. bust.-
Zac died [10:11 P.M.]: okay. that made up for that butt ugly one.
Zac died [10:11 P.M.]: thee for a second, i was afraid i could never look at him again.
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: god im mean.. xD
PersonaI Enemy [10:12 P.M.]: shh stop the laughing hurts
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: but god DAMn what was up with that picture!
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: xD .. sorry.
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: my sides hurt. xD
PersonaI Enemy [10:12 P.M.]: -takes a deep breath- whew
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: xD
Zac died [10:12 P.M.]: -containsself.-
PersonaI Enemy [10:13 P.M.]: I saw that and was like "XD Why god why"
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: ROFL
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: xD i had just calmed down, damn you
PersonaI Enemy [10:13 P.M.]: XDD
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: seriously. i opened that thing and go "GOD. SHIT."
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: xD
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: and clicked out.
PersonaI Enemy [10:13 P.M.]: -smiles like Brad in the picture-
Zac died [10:13 P.M.]: stop or im gonn pee.. xD
PersonaI Enemy [10:14 P.M.]: XDD
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[March 22, 2006 @ 2:54am] |
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Iie in a IuIIaby: yay soup
PersonaI Enemy: soup
PersonaI Enemy: Now I want soup
Iie in a IuIIaby: .. -makes some?-
PersonaI Enemy: Soup is a funny word when you say it a lot
Iie in a IuIIaby: soup?
Iie in a IuIIaby: yeah ... it is ..
PersonaI Enemy: Who thought to call it soup
PersonaI Enemy: I know..this should be...soup!
PersonaI Enemy: lol soup -creacks herself up-
PersonaI Enemy: cracks too
PersonaI Enemy: I know what word I don't like?
PersonaI Enemy: Chuckles.
PersonaI Enemy: I hate when people chuckle
Iie in a IuIIaby: did you know that not only does soup mean ... well, you know, soup ... but it also means an unfortunate predicament?
Iie in a IuIIaby: I mean ... how stupid would that sound in a sentence?
Iie in a IuIIaby: "Well, isn't this a soup."
PersonaI Enemy: lmfao
PersonaI Enemy: ":/ I've gotten myself into a soup"
Iie in a IuIIaby: I only like chuckling when it's a nervous chuckle. That means I've scared the persona nd they're trying to get away xD
Iie in a IuIIaby: XD
Iie in a IuIIaby: You see what I mean?
Iie in a IuIIaby: !
Iie in a IuIIaby: Wouldn't you feel STUPID saying that?
PersonaI Enemy: I'm going to start now
Iie in a IuIIaby: xD
PersonaI Enemy: Well this is just a fine soup.
Iie in a IuIIaby: -falls over laughing0-
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| Because I was tagged, yo. |
[March 21, 2006 @ 10:28pm] |
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~List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will
~Don't say who they are or who you're referring to
~Disable comments
~Never discuss it again
~Tag 5 people to do the same
1. I love you. I love you like you can never possibly understand. I have since I met you, and I will carry it forever. No matter how many times I'm stomped on beaten down and thrown away, I will always, always be there when you need me to. Maybe it's masochistic of me, maybe love in itself it masochistic because it's never perfect and it always hurts, but you can't do without it. I know this makes me sound like I'm still a whiney, overbearing, needy basket case..but I'm not anymore. I just want you to know how much you do, and will always mean to me. I'm sorry that it sounds like things aren't working out for you..I'm even more sorry that what we had was tossed for someone that failed. At this point..I can only hope that you'll reach out and talk to me. You know where to find me.
2. You know I love you too. I have for years. I've always been ridiculously enamored. I've gone from being bitter and resentful to taking it for what it's worth and just being happy enough to be a close friend. Sometimes I still wish I could tell you the depth of it all..but I don't wanna scare you. Just know that I love you, and time spent with you, and talking to you is cherished more than you know. You're my soul mate, even if your soul doesn't know it.
3. I can't stand either one of you. Talking to you makes me want to rip all of my teeth out my head, replace them with nails, and bite all my flesh off. It's so fucking painful that I would rather have hot pokers shoved in my eyes. And you I don't know why the point hasn't been taken yet. Just get the fuck out of here already. I wish I wasn't so much of a wussy to tell you guys to go to fucking hell.
4. You're stupid. So, fucking stupid that I can't fucking stand it. Seriously, do you honestly want nothing better for your life. You have so much to offer and yet you cut yourself short. Damn. It makes me sick to think about it.
5. I wish you weren't so obsessed with me. I wish you could get the point that I don't fucking want you. I hardly want anything to do with you, I'm just too damn nice to tell you to get the hell out of my life. We have nothing in common. I hate that you aren't smart. I don't like that I can't talk to you because you're about as insightful as a goldfish. I'm mean to you all the time, and yet you're still obsessed. Leave me alone.
6. I took you for granted. I took you for granted every step of the way and you will never understand how sorry I am now that you want nothing to do with me. You held my hand through some of my darkest hours, and no matter how many times I beat you down you were still only a phone call and an hour drive away, like you used to say. I miss you wholeheartedly. And I'm sorry I ruined our friendship over something so fucking meaningless. If I could take it back I would. Please pick up your phone.
7. I hate you with every last ounce of my being. There are no words to describe the amount of loathing and disgust I have for you. I will never feel completely clean after all the shit you did to me. I wish I could make you suffer like you made me suffer. And even still I don't think it would be enough. You permanently crushed and killed and small part of me, you fucked with my mind and made it so I can never completely give myself to anyone else because I live in constant fear that it will all repeat itself. I wish I could erase the part of me that still sees your fucking face in my nightmares. How dare you do this to me, how dare you fuck with my friends. Watch your back motherfucker because if I EVER see you on the streets I will kill you, and that's no joke.
8. I hate myself for letting you get under my skin. I promised myself I would never get like that again, but I can't help it. Something about you makes me want to crawl around just to be near you. I don't like that you have the ability to make me so jealous without even trying. It's sad I would put my whole life on hold just for a conversation.
9. I really like you too, more than just like. I love ya. You make me laugh harder than anyone else ever has. And I need a little more laughter in my life. There's nothing I would rather do than make 3am t-bell runs, while watching dirty dancing, or sitting up to 6 in the morning laughing so hard I feel like my lungs are going to explode. You're more important to me than you know, you're one of my best friends and if the gothic goddess was good for one thing, it was to bring us together. Or else I would still be stalking you ;B. I know I need to stop being hung up on him, and I'm trying..but you know how it goes. Lmao I'll let you cut me to absolve my sins any day, if only you let me stretch you right after wards. Don't worry I'll bring the condoms and lube, cause I wanna be inside you so badly, and stick my tongue into the throbbing vortex that is your mouth..as long as you caress the tenderness that is me. kdsjfklsd LMAO. Mambo cat forever
10. I admire you, everything about you. You don't give yourself enough credit and it makes me sad that you constantly sell yourself short when you're worth so much more. I wish you would stop holding yourself back and let yourself be everything you know you can be. For once in your life, grab life by the balls and take it where you want to go. Now is your chance, stop being so scared.
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[March 17, 2006 @ 9:55pm] |
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I both love and hate today. Makes me think of everthing that was and could have been. Doesn't feel like 4 years.
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[March 14, 2006 @ 3:22pm] |
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I should not read Boondock Saint slash. dhfjsdfhk
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[March 08, 2006 @ 12:28pm] |
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Heartbreak pro: xd|D
PersonaI Enemy: I crack myself up
Heartbreak pro: whoa.
PersonaI Enemy: ...
PersonaI Enemy: wow
Heartbreak pro: that was severely deformed.
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[February 18, 2006 @ 9:58am] |
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Alright. I guess I'll make a real update instead of the craptastic ones I have been making, though it will be short. First I wanna say thanks to everyone's support lately I know to some of you I have been chaotic, impossible, and bitchy. I'm alil stressed out. Anyway. Still no job, but I don't really need one right now. I've decided to admit defeat on living on my own. It's too much at that house, and more stress than it's worth. So, I'm going back to live with my mom. Sure..I don't like the fact that I'll be an hour away from everything I know in the middle of nowhere, and I know my little buddies aren't going to drive up all this way just to see me, but it's something I need to do for my own sanity. When I'm completely moved in I will get a job and then start working to have a place all on my own. Mmmm...a place to myself..-drool-
It's hard to stay goodbye to the house I grew up in, but I suppose we all need to do it at sometime. Plus I know it's a better move and a step in the right direction if I ever want to grow up and live a life where no one is holding my hand all the time. As Reedy would say, I want to go up the ladder, not down. So this move, where it's a temporary set back..the future benefits are greater. Even if I do have to sleep in a creepy ass basement, the comes alive at night. Geh.
This whole moving thing is so foreign to me since I've never moved before. I barely know where to start. I have 24 years of crap all accumulated into one room. Hah well, most of you have seen it so you know what it looks like. I think I should start tackling the closet when I get home..because I know once I defeat the closet the rest will be a piece of cake. Uhm, yep so that's it. Still pretty boring. Peace out.
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[February 14, 2006 @ 3:50am] |
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Here's a list of 178 movies. SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 70, you have
no life.
(1) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(2) Grease
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean
(4) Boondock Saints (Ew, Becca. Go watch it RIGHT. NOW.
() The Mexican
(5) Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
(6) Blazing Saddles
(7) Airplane
(8) The Princess Bride
() Young Frankenstein
() AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(9) Napoleon Dynamite (unfortunately)
() Saw
() White Noise (ugh)
(10) White Oleander
(11) Anger Management
() 50 First Dates
() Jason X
(12) Scream
(13) Scream 2
(14) Scream 3
(15) Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
(16) American Pie
(17) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
(18) Harry Potter
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
(19) Resident Evil I
() Resident Evil 2
(20) The Wedding Singer
(21) Little Black Book
() The Village
() Donnie Darko
(22) Lilo & Stitch
() Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
(23) Finding Nemo
(24) Finding Neverland
(25) 13 Ghosts
() Signs
(26) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
() 13 Going on 30
() I, Robot
() Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
() A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
(27) Deep Impact
(28) KingPin
(29) Never Been Kissed
(30) Meet The Parents
(31) Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
(32) Joe Dirt
(33) A Cinderella Story
(34) The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(35) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
(36) Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Halloween
(37) The Ring
() The Ring 2
(38) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies (H&K go to white castle)
() Practical Magic
(39) Chicago
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
() Hellboy
(40) Secret Window
(41) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
(42) The Day After Tomorrow
(43) Child's Play
(44) Bride of Chucky
(45) Ten Things I Hate About You
(46) Just Married
() Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(47) Sixteen Candles
() Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
(48) Se7en
(49) Oceans Eleven
(50) Ocean's Twelve
() Identity
() Lone Star
() Predator I
() Predator II
(51) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(52) ET
() Children of the Corn
(53) My Boss' daughter
(54) Maid in Manhattan
() Frailty
() Best Bet
(55) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(56) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(57) Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(58) Ever After
(59) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(60) X-Men
(61) X2
(62) Spider-Man
(63) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(64) Catch Me If You Can
(65) The Others
(66) Freaky Friday (original)
() Reign of Fire
(67) Cruel Intentions
(68) The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
() Miracle
(69Old School
(70)The Notebook
() K-Pax
(71) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(72) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(73) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(74) A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
(75) Hitch
(76) The Fifth Element
(77) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(78) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(79) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(80) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(81) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(82) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
() Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming with Sharks
() Air Force One
() For Richer or Poorer
(83)Trainspotting
() People Under the Stairs
(84)Blue Velvet
(85) Sound of Music
(86) Parent Trap
() Parent Trap Re-make (Lindsay Lohan)
() The Burbs
(87) The Terminator
(88) Terminator 2
(89) T-3
(90) Empire Records
(91) SLC Punk (becca you have seen this because you made me watch it, ass.)
() Meet Joe Black
(92) Nightmare Before Christmas
(93) The Silence of the Lambs
() Red Dragon
(94) Sleepy Hollow
() I Heart Huckabees
() 24 Hour Party People
() Blood In Blood Out
(95) Neverending Story
() Bedazzled
I am the most loser!
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[January 30, 2006 @ 2:02am] |
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I hate feeling this way. Two hours of sitting in complete silence really helps you remember all the reasons as to why it would be better if I just killed myself.
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[January 21, 2006 @ 1:50am] |
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PersonaI Enemy: -fingers Fry's mangina-
ironic introvert: LMAO
ironic introvert: EWWWWW
PersonaI Enemy: LMAO
ironic introvert: "" cyber slap ::
PersonaI Enemy: In the porn the girl was like "Where's your penis?" XDD
PersonaI Enemy: And he was like.. "This is my mangina. Finger it."
PersonaI Enemy: I was like WTF
ironic introvert: ROFLMAO
ironic introvert: HE SAID MANGINA
ironic introvert: AHAHAHA
PersonaI Enemy: LMAO THAT WAS THE AWFUL PART
ironic introvert: Porns are so unabashedly horrid
ironic introvert: xDDD
PersonaI Enemy: XDD They make my world go round.
ironic introvert: XDDD
PersonaI Enemy: THEN
PersonaI Enemy: She fucked his mangina with a strap on
PersonaI Enemy: And I was like
PersonaI Enemy: I SHOULDN'T BE WATCHING THIS
ironic introvert: That;s too gross, even for me
PersonaI Enemy: Who gets turned on by that?
ironic introvert: I don't know... not even a man would like that right?
PersonaI Enemy: I don't know one that would, cause the man didn't even look like a girl
PersonaI Enemy: But then you pull his pants down and he has a mangina so not even gay men are happy.
ironic introvert: Lmao. What a wonderful, wonderful pron.
ironic introvert: Everyone wins
ironic introvert: XB!
PersonaI Enemy: Lmao. I did not win.
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[January 01, 2006 @ 3:39pm] |
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THE LAST PERSON WHO:
1. Slept in your bed: Me.
2. Saw you cry: Erin when we went to the movies
3. Made you cry: The movie, what a geek XD
4. Went to the movies with you: My Erin
5. You went to the mall with: Uhm..I think myself.
7. You went to dinner with: Jena Bean
8. You talked on the phone: Angie
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: Jon.
10. Broke your heart: Jon.
11. Made you laugh: Frydizzle
12. Bought you something: Birthday presents!
W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
1. pierce your nose or tongue? My tongue
2. be serious or be funny? Seriously funny. HARHARHAR...yeah, funny.
3. drink whole or skim milk? Milk does not do my body good, it makes my ass explode.
4. die in a fire or drown? Drown! I hate the fire!
5. spend time with your parents or go spend time with your enemies? Me parents..I love them.
A R E Y O U
1. simple or complicated? So very, very complicated.
2. Gay? I play for both teams.
3. Hardcore? I'm so hardcore.
4. Honest? Hehe..you never know when I'm lying -shrugs-
DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or candy? I demand both, bitch.
2. gray or black? Gray.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Black and white, they're so pretty.
4. lust or love? Depends on the situation I guess.
5. sunrise or sunset? Sunrise.
6. M&Ms or Skittles? Skittles
7. rap or rock? I play for both teams.
8. staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late. Then again since I go to bed at like 5 in the morning every day it's kinda like waking up early too.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. do you like anyone? Nope.
2. do they know it? I don't like anyone.
DO YOU PREFER
1. hot or cold?: Cold
2. sun or moon?: Moon
3. Winter or Fall? Winter
4. left or right? Right
5. having 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? Two best friends.
6. sun or rain? Rain.
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Ice cream makes my ass explode.
8. Boys or girls? Both. In my pants.
9. vodka or Jack? Both. But not in my pants. Well, unless someone wants to lick it off..
ABOUT YOU
What time is it? 3:17pm
Name? Katie
Nickname(s): KT! And sometimes Gunther still comes out XD
Where were you born? Baltimore, MD
WHAT DO YOU WANT: DON'T GET LOUD WITH ME.
Where do you want to live? I think I would rather just drift around.
How many kids do you want? HAHAAAAA. I'm pretty sure I can't have them so fuck off.
What would you want to name a girl? Lily, or Evangelina
What would you want to name a boy? Michael, Christopher, Tommy, or Nicolas.
Do you want to get married? Who knows.
UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? Nail biting, smoking, lip chewing, and fidgeting.
2. Are you double jointed? No.
3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? Only my left one.
5. Can you cross your eyes? Yes.
6. Do you make your bed daily? I have to make it before I get into it to sleep XD It's weird even I don't understand it
1. Which shoe goes on first? Whatever one I pick up off the floor first.
2. ever thrown one at someone? Yeah, shoes make great weapons
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet/purse? Right now all I have is lint balls and moths.
4. What jewelry do you wear? I don't. And refuse to until someone starts buying me some nice stuff.
1. Do you twirl your hair? Sometimes
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? Not now or ever.
3. favorite ice cream? Exploding ass cream.
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? Tumble weeds.
5. What's your favorite beverage? Pepsi!
6. What's your favorite restaurant? Rainforest Cafe :B
7. Do you cook? LMAO. No. But at least I don't leave burning pizzas in there.
LET'S BE HONEST
In the last month have you...
1. Had a bf/gf? Nope
2. Bought something: Yes
4. Sang: All the time.
5. Been kissed: Nope
6. Had sex: ehehhe..no.
7. Felt stupid: Nope
8. Missed someone: Yeah.
9. Got drunk: Nope.
10. Gotten high: Nah, though it may hit Andy up.
11. Danced crazy: I can't say that I have.
12. Gotten your hair cut: Nope It's long almost to the middle of my back.
13. Watched cartoons: Yeah! Cause I got the new season of Family Guy on DVD, I CAN WATCH THE I HATE IT, IT'S AWFUL EPISODE OVER AND OVER.
14. Lied?: Sure
15. Snuck out of the house: XD I don't have to, I can come and go as I please.
Yeah so, new year..maybe I'll update with something meaningful. But probably not because nothing ever meaningful happens in my life, it's just me and you know what? For once..I'm perfectly alright with that. In fact, I love it. There's a freedom in getting to do whatever and whenever you want. Plus it gives me all the time in the world to focus on my writing, not just my RPing so shutup. My real writing. I like being alone because it leaves my brain uninhibited, free of clutter and distraction. My creativity comes back and I never realized before now how incredibly stunted I was. I know I sound like a crazy old cat lady but I thrive when I'm alone, when I don't have to take are of someone else's needs, or worry about their happiness. Maybe I'm selfish. Who knows, who cares. Now I'm not saying I'm inhuman and I'm void of needing human companionship. I need my friends, I need to talk to people every now and then. And hey if I could find someone willing to share my world, and share theirs with me, who understands me and I mean really understands me, not just pretending like you do on some quest for higher knowledge. I would share my world. No more wasting my time though, I'm done, if you don't work out in my life, get out.
Let's see, Christmas was good. Better than it has been for the last couple of years even if I was extremely sick. Got some nice stuff, gave some nice stuff. Ate too much and all in all enjoyed the merriment. I'm still waiting for my new computer to arrive, I'm so sad that it's taking so long. My birthday was good! Had a fun night. Got some steak and shrimp at The Rainforest Cafe. Had a night of laughs until my ass literally fell off with Jena. Got a digital camera from my mom. I tell ya, who could ask for anything more? And now it's the new year and it feels just like the last one. Woot.
I don't have a job, I haven't had one for over a month. Been coasting along on savings, Christmas, and birthday money. I'm broke now, so I'm going to have to work on that on Monday. I have something lined up so I'm really not that worried about it. Gonna get a job cleaning houses because I desperately crave a job where I'm not sitting on my ass all day, even though I know everyone finds that hard to believe. So that's what I'll do and it will be good and then I can be less broke. The End. Though I've been enjoying the break, I'm always the one to have a job and support everyone..I just needed my moment to fuck around and be a bum and now that's over so it's time to go back to be being an adult because I have bills to pay. Okay now the end.
I have nothing more to update about. XD Fry, I told you it wouldn't be that interesting.
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[December 27, 2005 @ 1:01pm] |
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TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!
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[November 16, 2005 @ 12:21pm] |
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Apparently it's going around that I've slept with two different drivers at work. Which I haven't. Not only that but MRA John had ran around and told everyone we fucked before he got fired. Wow. I didn't know I was so slutty in everyone's fantasies. That's great. Real hot.
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